Thursday, 25 September 2014

TIME


TIME

What an aim of one’s life? Where does one want to reach? How much time does it take? Where to start from? Will one will be able to reach or will have to compromise and go for the second best?
These are some of the questions that haunts the mind of millions and millions of people. Reaching or not reaching the goal is the not the question here as one know that on reaching the fruit of toil will awaits us. But journey of working towards is precarious and full of doubts along with self-created obstacles. As there is no surety for one’s own achievements and the expectations of family and peers is also at the stake.

Self-doubting your own self is one the biggest barrier in the walk of accomplishment.  You can’t talk about this to others but left with only to contemplate within yourself. But the irony is this is not fruitful as one is surrounded by negative thoughts. Doing same things again and again, repeating the chorus day after day becomes monotonous and one start losing interest.

Just as you switch on the light, there comes a realisation that you need to buck-up, you cannot force let those negative thoughts overpower yourself. As your previous hard work is on stake and not only work but one’s life future is there also. Barring the expectations of others one does not want to compromise with second best. As opportunity cost is good to read and understand in economics but in real life it is difficult to apply. You sleep in the night with thought of working tomorrow and frame a plan with sub-goals to reach the main one. As the times come closer the sleep also evades and dreams are full of the goal. 

You get tired exhausted by explaining oneself again and again try & try till you succeed. It looks like walking in the cave with no path to be seen.

Life cannot stop there, doubts cannot overpower, the difficult path cannot make one weak and why only oneself, cannot let down loved ones. Yes, I may not be able to tell them all my difficulties but there support should be enough to make me stand again. The courage is within me I just have to find it, though surrounded by negative thoughts but fruit that awaits should be a tool to inspire. The mantra “I have to do it” should be repeated again and again to lighten the path.


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